It all started good, Anna stopped by and we talked for like 5 hours or something, it was really nice to talk to her alone for a change . Then she left at about 17. I waited for anders to get home from work, but he never showed up. Then I got a call from him, that he had crashed his car – smashed it completely, and that he was at the hospital.

When I got up there and found him, I realised that he must be one lucky person. He only had a couple of small cuts here and there on his body, and he had hit his head pretty bad, and had suffered severe concussion, and had a sore chest, but luckily he was allowed to go home yesterday. I can honestly tell you that I’ve never been that scared my whole life, was horrible. Now he’s at his parents house, and I’m at home. He’ll come back sunday, and I hope he’ll get better by then.

As if that wasn’t enough of bad luck, I found out that my parents’ dog has gotten cancer … She’s just the best dog ever, and I hope she can get a good last couple of months/years . No doubt she will.

Right now I’m waiting for my brother to stop by. We’re going to have lots and lots of fun tonight hehe. Will be good to get my mind off of things. So I’d better clean up abit. Talk to you soon!

xoxo Natalie

Tomorrow Anna is stopping by, can’t wait! I kind of miss being around people these days, having holiday is often pretty boring and epecially when A and I aren’t really talking that much, due to his silly working hours these days. Can’t wait till February is over !.

Hope you’re all doing well

xoxo Natalie

It’s just been one crazy rollercoaster ride the last weeks, and I have no idea how we got through it, but we did =).. Every relationship has it ups and downs, but when one part keeps f****ng up royaly, well then, you know the rest . Everything is fine now though! and I love my boyfriend so so much <3

Besides all this, I now only have 3 ½ months left of school – and it’s AWESOME! I really can’t wait to get out and work again. I’ve also been thinking about studying at the same time (in the evenings ofcourse) so I hope my grades will be good enough to get in We’ll see..

I wish there was much much more I could tell you, but really there isn’t hehe. Although I’ve got winter holiday I’m still a tad bored.. Guess i should go play stay-at-home-”mom” and bake some cake for when Anders gets home .

Well gals’n'boys talk to you later

xoxo Natalie

Anyway, one of my friends told me to write some fun stuff, so I’ll do that right now! Here goes nothing:

Flowers: I wish I could say that I was good at keeping flowers alive! but I’m not. he he.. Although I’ve managed to keep my ochids alive for 23 years now, that must count for something! Right??

Food: Oh my, I like food. I promised myself that i should eat more healthy in 2010, but I haven’t – well yes I have, but not as much as I wanted to.

Books: The only books I’m reading these days are my school books. Damn school.

Clohes: Well….. Would be rather naked wihout, now wouldn’t I?

Shoes: Would be really cold without shoes these days! but I love the boots i “borrowed” from my mom.

Movies: These days I’m really into “The imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus” – it’s just my type of movie, wierd but stil quite good. anxiously waiting for “Alice in Wonderland” – GOD Johnny Depp is a genious!

Music: what would life be without music? – My favourite at the moment is Jay-Z Ft. Rhianna. And STILL Anouk – Nobodys wife, it’s just so freaking awesome!.

Friends and family: It would be so empty without my friends and family in my life <3. To all my girls; Mira, Fredrika, Leah, Camilla, Pernille, Malene & Michelle; You’re the best!

Future: In the near future i have my EP (Exam Project – Final Project of my “college”- HF) – Which I am going to write in English A, and Samfundsfag B (Social Studies B) – About Hooliganism, can’t wait!. Later in ’10 me and Anders are going to my friends wedding, which is going ot be VERY exciting , and my brother turns 20, and ofcourse in october i turn 25 *shiver* – going to be the best year!

That’s all from me right now, I promise i’ll be back soon!

xoxo Natalie

In this first post I thought i would tell you about my 2009.

Best memory of ’09:

The best experience of ’09 must be our school trip to Rome. It was great fun to see the city I’ve adored ever since I was little. Definately a memory which will last for ever.

Worst memory of ’09:

There has been alot of bad memories in ’09, but i guess the worst thing about last year would be my economic situation.

Best movie:

I think there has been alot of good movies this year. My favourites must be Inglorious Basterds and Public Enemies.

Best song:

There have been a alot of good song this year, but the one that is stuck in my mind is Lady Gaga – Bad Romance, don’t ask why.

Friends:

This year I have found out who my true friends are. About time I would say he he. Lost some, gained some new – which I appreciate

Family:

I have the best mom, dad and brother ANYONE could want. I love you guys and thanks for being there for me through my tough times.

Relationship:

What is there to say? After close to 6 years, and not really any progress I still love my boyfriend so much. You’re my saviour!

What happens in ’10:

Hopefully I will stop smoking, get a job, finish school, loose some (a lot) of weight, start playing handball again, and hopefully get better to clean the apartment ´hehe.

when it comes down to it, 2010 can only be a better year than 2009 was. maybe some drastic changes will appear in my life? no one knows, but hopefully we will find out.

xoxo Natalie